Even though it was annoying to hear it from her, I knew she was right.
A few of my friends have been wondering why I stopped writing for a few months and whether anything has happened to me.
I assured them that everything was alright. I had started working again. Just a few years ago, I didn’t think I would go back to work anymore.
Being immobile in the ICU, I had plenty of time to think.It was the only thing I could do. Did I have a happy life before the explosion? Was my life worth it? Will I ever be able to get out of hospital? So many things ran through my mind.
As I reflected on my life, I remember having feelings of regret that I spent too much time at work. I told myself when I am well again; I didn’t want to go back to the same job anymore. I have lost interest in it. It didn’t just happen after the burn. I have been losing interest even before the burn. It was in the ICU that I realised how much time I had wasted …