Even Mother Nature seem to congratulate me. I was conducting a nature meditation with my husband in one small park located in Kuala Lumpur, Malaysia. I love sitting among nature, breathing in the air, feeling the breeze around our body. The sun lighted our skin while the birds chirping nearby.
|My first encounter with a wild butterfly in 2012 after meditation in |
the park. Every now and then I would encounter butterfly friends at the park.
I do believe insects can feel the vibration of humans. When we are anxious, our cells would emit that out. When we are calm, our cells reflect it so. During this state, insects which usually nervous among humans may come a closer look at us out of curiosity and become temporary friends.
Then another nearby dried leaf. Again with a few holes; one of them looked like a love shaped again. Was it a coincidence? Or was Mother Nature noticed my pregnancy, although I did not mentioned aloud yet to anyone.
|Heart shaped of dried leaf near my yoga mat. |
Photo taken by my mobile
|Another heart shaped on a dried leaf nearby my yoga mat|
All kinds of emotions running through me. Of hope. Of anticipation. Of worry. Of curiosity and more.
The physical changes would also proved to be challenging especially at an advanced maternal age.
My next chapter of my life was coming - motherhood. No matter what, I am looking forward to this journey.