The Day I Came Out From The ICU
I’ve stayed in the ICU for a long time that I
was excited yet a bit worried about being transferred out from the ICU into the
burn ward.
There were a few nurses
in my room that morning, preparing me for the move. A male nurse said, “Eileyn, you are the Assistant Village Chief of the ICU”. I was staring at him
in bewilderment, puzzled by his statement.
“Huh? What are you talking about?” I asked in my barely audible voice, unsure
whether I had misheard him earlier.
He then explained that
the longest staying patient at the ICU was more than 4 months whereas I was
there for the duration of nearly 4 months only.
Therefore, that makes me the 2nd longest staying patient
there. I honestly didn’t know how to react to this. Part of me felt amused by
his statement but another part of me had the revelation that I am lucky to be
alive. For me, being in 2nd
place was already far too long to be in the ICU.
Later, another familiar
nurse came in to bid me goodbye. She informed me that during the first few
weeks when I was at the ICU struggling between life and death, her mother was
involved in an accident and was also admitted at the hospital. After seeing me
struggling to live, the nurse told me that I had given her hope not to give up
easily on life.
“Did your mum survived?”,
I asked with my barely audible voice.
She said, “No.
Unfortunately, she died not long after the accident”.
I felt so sad for her. I couldn’t contain my emotions, and neither could she. We both held hands and cried.
I felt so sad for her. I couldn’t contain my emotions, and neither could she. We both held hands and cried.
It was afternoon by the
time preparation was done to shift me to the burn ward. As they wheeled me out
with the bed from my room to the general area of the ICU, I randomly waved
farewell to the nurses and doctors. I was quite surprised to see all the doctors
and nurses saying their goodbyes in a happy manner and waving back. Some faces
were familiar but there were also some unfamiliar faces to me.
I could remember the warm
air as they push me out from the ICU. It felt really good as it has been really
cold in the ICU. I enjoyed the short journey. Finally, I am out from that room.
My place at the burn ward seemed to be brighter with more sunlight. There was a window next to my bed. The nurse station was just on the right side of my bed. I thought to myself, ok, this doesn’t look too bad. I will be OK here for a while.
Unbeknownst to me, the
burn ward would be my home for another year. I would be the longest staying
patient there. In other words, The
Village Chief of the burn ward.
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